hello peeps...
recently, i feel insecure abt myself.. errrrr can i say that?? okayy this is me.. idk y.. but i totally and completely feel insure..i feel like i dun deserve to live
errrr this is so badddd.. i know i had had this kind of feeling but at that moment i can handle it but now??? i can't..i am not strong enough to beat this feeling..
i feel like dying.. yeah sometimes i can say that i am NOTHING! yeah compeletely NOTHING, USELESS and AWFUL...i wanna share this feeling with the beloved one but i dun know
how to tell him.. yeah maybe i just feel nervous to start and adapt with a new life, new environment, new friends, and new subjects.. errrr.... i can feel like i can't do it!
sometimes i am thinking "am i choosing the rite course??"
"can i give 100% focus on my course?"
"can i understand this course?"
"can i get flying color result for my course?"
erghhh can i? can i? can i? can i??? OMG!! i dun know..... i feel sadd... plus it's hard for me to live far from KL!! KL is my hometown babeh.. i never go to penang at all..
i know nothing abt penang... in penang got everything i want??? okay W! i won't think it again bcos it makes me feel more insecure..hem i can keeping of my new life there...
FAR FROM FAMILY!!!!! erghhh this is my first time! i will try my best.. it just that...i am afraid of being bullied as i have such a stupid spoiled brat character..trust me.. i am a spoiled brat u know~~
but i always read n memorise this phrase
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.
And when you're down and feel alone,
Just want to run away,
Trust yourself and don't give up,
You know you better than anyone else,
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.
And when you're down and feel alone,
Just want to run away,
Trust yourself and don't give up,
You know you better than anyone else,
yeah this enthusiast me alot!!! but i am weird... arghh W! i always tell and give advice to my frens who feel insecure of themselves.. when it comes to me.. i dun know how to handle it by myself :(
hye miya..
ReplyDeletewell miya jugak kan?
ape nie kakak adik nama sama..
tee hee~
dear,
take a deep breath,
everything will be just fine..
penang is not that bad..
surely it doesnt have every single thing u want or ever imagined of but seriously penang is not that bad..
u kt seberang prai kan?
kne g pulau klu nk entertainment lebih..
=)
sbnrnya kannn u got to make a lot of awesome friends to really enjoying ur life..
kdg2 ceruk dunia pun jd best sbb u ade great friends..
so my advice,
kt sana nnt make friends, enjoy ur life, get to know ur seniors, study well n remember this, 1st sem is the most crucial sem since u've got to set ur pointer..
klu ur base strong, then u're good to go for the next challenging sem.. =.='
ble x dpt cope dgn certain subjects,
hell yeah pasti mode stressed is automatically on..
terus rasa menyesal..
konon x mnt lah, x blh bwk la, too tough laa..
well i dah encounter bnd nie sume..
so be ready..
there's nothing to worry..
good luck!
=D
(pjg menggila kannn? tu laa mslhnyaaa x reti nk cut off ayat kasi pendek2.. hehe)