ouh is this a fate??

hola bloggers :D how's your day?

well for me, today is nothing special.. as usual a dumb and bored day i have..i'm just lazing around at home..haha got nothing to do..

just now i just read my fren's blog.. i like her blog posts bcoz i think we face the same problem before this.

i was too shocked when i read abt those posts..yeah she faced the problems first but then it was me :(

yeah it is not easy to handle something when u're not ready and yet u're still happy with ur life.. suddenly the problems and the troubles appear without any sound and warning..

it's like a misery and disaster for me and her..maybe we have the chemistry as we born on the same day, date and year..meaning that we're twins without we realize that.

twins are always have the same feeling and sometimes together face the same troubles and problems :D ALLAH purposely tests us just to know how we can accept that fate..

maybe HE wants us to realize that life is not always sweet and happy like fairytales rite? u know fairytales? the ending of the tales are always happily everafter like nothing matters.

maybe HE wants to give something better for us later on?

maybe HE wants us to learn about real life?

maybe HE tests our patience and faith?

yeah there are too many possibilities that we can make up but ALLAH knows better :D

i read her blog and i can see that she still cannot forget the past but she still handle to face the past with something new spirits.

we never alone coz we have frens :D frens last longer than other relationships..

i am too thankful and grateful to ALLAH coz my problems are not as big as hers.. yeah she was trying and defending her previous relationship for more than 2 years. what a long period

but mine? only 2 months..nothing actually rite? yeah easy to talk but hard to accept! Men are jerk! they do whatever they want without thinking our feelings and heart.

the feeling is so HURT till now.!

"don't u know that?"

"have u ever think about me and my feeling?"

"u must be soo happy with ur life after meesing up my life. well congrats then"

we've been dumped for the same reason! GIRLS! thank you very much! and well done. they already got their dream girls.

yeah those girls must be BETTER than us. we can just wish the "best" for them!

they easily blew up the world that we built for us and them, they destroyed our dreams, they Threw out the trust we put in them,

Making us feel like we'd been used and now we reminded that we were just blinded.

many say we were blinded when we were with them but that never our fault! u know the feeling? yeah the feeling! how we used to LOVE them so freaking much!

but now we have to let them go...

NOW AND FUTURE!!!

we're doing fine they'll be alright.Maybe they'll think of us tonight.Just give us time to forget evertyhing..but the sweet memories won't fade away.we will make sure about this

one day they'll wake up with nothing but their sorries

and someday they will get back everything they gave me. life is alwys fair and square.. what u give , u'll get back!

WE BELIEVE IN KARMA!

and for this moment, we hope our wishes are coming true to erase the memory of their faces :D

x.o.x.o

i'm waiting for a miracle cause i'm not leaving :D