Friday, May 6, 2011

i am the luckiest girl in the universe

well i just read a blog from my school mate and i found this.. remember about the story of us that we were dumped??? sad thing huh? okay not anymore cause i have opened my mind into the different perspective heee :) so read this :



what do you think?well obviously, i am thinking that i am the luckiest girl as ALLAH still loves me and wanna care about me... i am the chosen one.. from now on, i promise to myself that i won't be in that stupid and useless relationship which just bring me to nothing. i will just wait for someone to hand in marriage i mean meminang when the time has come! well i still have friends and bestfriends either girls or boys. they are my everything and friendship lasts forever rite? no more about boyfie thingy haha i am not desperate to have a boyfie :)

sometimes i'm single means i am drama free, less pressure, nothing that i need to take care of, i am refuse to settle for less. haha... am i rite???

we are the perfect two... pffftttt! enough idiot!

"dun know if i could ever be without you,cause boy you complete me" pffffttt enough babes about this auburn- perfect two. cause i just can't listen to this song anymore. it will make me feel bitter about that stupid and meaningless relationship haha...
so plss dun ever play this song in front of me or i will hentam2 ur phone or radio without any sounds.. i am trying to forget him! it is not easy,though.

well, i never told him what i should say as i have no guts to do this..so here it is:

dear EX,

my dreams are growing into frustrations when i hear your voice cause it feeding me till i'm choking.my ears are ringing louder repeating words that bring me down.
so hold your breath and spare me from the pointless conversation,as i'm running out of patience
don't blame me for trying to reach as you are moving forward and i feel as if i can't catch up
cause i'm stuck here at the bottom unfortunately, you're too high up to come back down. i am trying to reach you but i fall :) pity me dear hahha..

ps:i managed to forget you eventually :) thanks to you for leaving me

i'm still waiting for my turn


i feel soo hurt.. sorry for troubling you... we are bestfrens rite.? no fighting as u want. sorry for this feeling. i know i never be a good enough girl for you.. sorry for being too honest. if this will be the way for us to remain as frens then i will follow what u really want. but it such a cruel statement!

i treat u as bff and nothing more. i never expect anything.. i just want you to be mine. just for my heart self. then i will be alrite.. trust me

'memang lah semua hak aku untuk dirampas'

u really wanna know rite? my 'hak' is you... sorry. i just dun wanna lose u. enough for me to give my 'hak' to another girls cause this will make me hurt.! i dun wanna be such a crybabygirl. and the weak girl as i am too easy to giving up about guys. but i know there are other girls who are better than me. i know.! cause i am nothing! i will never have something special to be showed off but i rather be in this situation than being too show off about myself.

sorry again cause many of my frens asked me to forget you and like other guys. i dun know what they meant cause i really want you.. but unfortunately, u too asked me to forget you.. fine! i will get rid of this feeling eventually.. dun worry i'll do it! cause i dun want our friendship gone forever.

i know i shouldn't have this feeling.. as u said "feeling xleh dipksa". it is true. but forcing my feeling for not liking you is much worse u know! don't speak again..i am still waiting for my turn.. it hurts to reach you when i'm down


ps: being in a friendship is better than in the relationship when u are not ready - hilmi hariz

SHOPPING AND MOVIE IN KL

hey dude and babe.. sorry for not updating my blog recently. i just dun feel like writing. dun know why.
something was not wrong perhaps.

okayy let us start with my activity during semester break.well yeah me cause me,hilmi and caza went to KL and we were shopping and watching a movie called THE ROOM MATE starring by LEIGHTON MEESTER.. you know how much i love her! waaa what a psycho movie i told ya...
haaa we were like saying errghhhh what the hell tetttt hahaa :P okayy for me this movie is not bad.. u better watch it on cinema.. heee :)

but then we were shopping at TS cause there were a lot of pretty clothes as i never knew haha pity me! okay after this i'll be going to TS to shop clothes cause the prices are reasonable okayy :) i bought a dress and a kemeja.. haha.. hem caza bought a stiletto, a kemeja and other things i am not sure of cause she spent alot! ouh dun forget my big bro, hilmi as he was shopping too.. i thought guys won't be too fussy about choosing clothes.. well i was wrong.. he was too fussy... i tell you hahah :P

well thanks to them cause i was so happy for that wednesday 4 march 2011.. all the gossiping stuff, shopping stuff and other things... i like it and i want it again.let's us hang out together again :) hehehe


hilmi, aimi and caza :)
the room mate movie tickets :) ouh new hair cut :) hehe
caza.. she is gorgeous,isn't she? she is my adik hehe
meet my sengal big bro, hilmi hariz
the happiness :)

ps: macam lahh kat penang xleh lepak sama2 kan?? hahha :P

Monday, May 2, 2011

kejadian-kejadian yang berlaku semasa nak pulang ke rumah

hey xpekan kalau aku guna bahasa melayu nh...? korang paham kan?? haha okay sekarang meh baca kejadian2 yang telah menggangu aku untuk pulang ke rumah dengan ekspress..tension tau sbb xpena2 jadi cmni..nasib baik lahh aku tidak cepat cemas dan marah2 haha..tapi penat tuh adalah.. baisanya dari penang - kl cuma 4 jam je tapi semalam sampai 6 jam.. cm penang- melaka je.. lama kan? sakit belakang aku duk lama2.. haishhhhh

okay nh kejadian-kejadian yang berlaku dari mula aku abis menjawab kertas exam terakhir iaitu ESE 122

1.soalan ESE 122 pergi byk pulak kuar soklan pasal theory drpd kira2.mmg lah aku kua awal sbb lupa semua tuh.igt nak balik je :P
2. byk lagi brg nk kna angkut ke uma atira.xde transport.terpksalah mnta tlg aishah ramli n kawan dia n roy utk angkut barang2 aku. terima kasih
3. tertinggal bus.tp plik bus tuh tiba2 punctual pulak.selama nh lembab je nk gerak -,-
4.dapat pulak bus yg lain,syukur tp lembab gila! nk gerak lembab nak smpai KL pun lembab.ada abg yg baik hati tolong angkatkn beg ktrg yg berat
5. bus rupanya turun kat puduraya bukannya kat hentian duta lagi..dah satu masalah pulakk
6.sampai2 KL hujan turun renyai2.. harungi jugaklahh sebab bus bukan turunkn kat pudu tapi depan bangunan maybank..errrr
7.ada abang yang baik hati yg tolong agkutkn beg tadi ciankan ktrg "nak balik selayang ke? abg ada kereta.abg nak ke sg buloh nh"
8. banyak pulak pemandu2 teksi ckp "dik, nak kemana? teksi ke?teksi ke?
9.dlm bus tadi ramai pelancong dan memekak pulak mereka.nk tido pon xleh.
10. bus tadi bantai pegi berhenti kat tepi highway kejap.buat cuak aku je,abis aku trigt semua cerita-cerita hantu ahha
11. ada peperangan lagu2 korea dan thai. bayangkanlah cmna suasananya haha
12. ada pkcik berdengkur dlm bus..ganggu betul -,- sedap pulak dia tido dlm bus sempit tuh
13.masa ayah tira nak amik tuh, sib baik ada pakcik teksi yg baik hati tunjukkan direction kat ayah tira sbb xnmpk ktrg yg kerdil ini haha
14.ouh lupa! ktrg lapar sbb xmakan pape pon dari pagi.. sebok ngn exam
15.bus pulak xberhenti lgsg kat mana2.. xleh nak ke tandas taw..wuwuwuwwu

okay takat tuh je lahh kot yg aku ingat..tapi papepon aku syukur sgt sebab aku dengan athira selamat tiba ke rumah masing pukul 430 :) syukur alhamdulillah :)
lepas nh nak naik tren je senang -,-

ps:trigt atiqa roomate aku cakap "kalau kita teruja sangat nak balik mesti ada benda buruk yang berlaku " :) so nh sebagai dugaan jugak ahh... xdelahh teruk mana pun kan? hehe

why should i care?

dear MR. JACOB a.k.a MR.A,
i just realised u remove me from ur fren list. well tq for doing so.
it means u never ever wanna be my frens anymore.
yeah i can feel that as u are really freak to me
well i dun give a damn about this!
we are nothing now...
i can live without. i won't die without you
yeah that's for sure.
i never care about you since march when i started meeting SH.
like seriously i never care and never miss you
then why should i care about you?? haha
honestly, i like when you removed me
seriously!
but for surely i started hating you
i love myself for hating you coz i thought i won't be able to hate you :)
bye bye jacob
sorry for troubling you
and thank you sooo much for troubling me :)


ps: may u happy with that chick hahha

semester break has begun!!!!!!!!!!

hello hello hello.. ouh MAY is coming and that's mean the semester break has begun... hooorayyy frens.. let's party babeh! okayy just for this month... i repeat for this month only i dun need to touch, open and read any books..yeay me coz it's semester break babe.. dun need to be freaking rajin about books haha..!

okay what to do what to do what to do? ouh i got many plans for this semester break..
ouh let us start with shopping!well shopping is a must! haha.. shop till i drop! i really love this situation coz i can release my mind after that freaking examination haha

okay next is photoshooting... yeay i loikeeee babeh! 7th may! then my lil bro's birthday party on 8th may! ouh yeah.. i love partying :)

ouh what's next?? haaa hang out and reunion with superb buddies... gossiping and gossiping non-stop okayyyy...arghhhhhh too many things to be listed here.. but i hope i can enjoy this superb semester break as the semester break is only 3 weeks.. pity me. i hate this fact!

the royal wedding

haha... lame...
i know i am kinda late becoz i post this entry...but i dun care...i want to post about the royal wedding! haha.. yeah i watched the wedding live on ntv7.. TRUST ME! I WAS TOO AMAZED ABOUT THE WEDDING.. and again.. lucky KATE MIDDLETON for marrying a prince.. congratulations to her. and she really deserved it as she is pretty, intelligent and moderate!


ouh i was waiting for the royal kiss.. awwwww *love love love