i feel soo hurt.. sorry for troubling you... we are bestfrens rite.? no fighting as u want. sorry for this feeling. i know i never be a good enough girl for you.. sorry for being too honest. if this will be the way for us to remain as frens then i will follow what u really want. but it such a cruel statement!
i treat u as bff and nothing more. i never expect anything.. i just want you to be mine. just for my heart self. then i will be alrite.. trust me
'memang lah semua hak aku untuk dirampas'
u really wanna know rite? my 'hak' is you... sorry. i just dun wanna lose u. enough for me to give my 'hak' to another girls cause this will make me hurt.! i dun wanna be such a crybabygirl. and the weak girl as i am too easy to giving up about guys. but i know there are other girls who are better than me. i know.! cause i am nothing! i will never have something special to be showed off but i rather be in this situation than being too show off about myself.
sorry again cause many of my frens asked me to forget you and like other guys. i dun know what they meant cause i really want you.. but unfortunately, u too asked me to forget you.. fine! i will get rid of this feeling eventually.. dun worry i'll do it! cause i dun want our friendship gone forever.
i know i shouldn't have this feeling.. as u said "feeling xleh dipksa". it is true. but forcing my feeling for not liking you is much worse u know! don't speak again..i am still waiting for my turn.. it hurts to reach you when i'm down
ps: being in a friendship is better than in the relationship when u are not ready - hilmi hariz
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