if i stay calm.nothing will interrupt me

plsss one more paper to go and i will be at home soon :)

ouh gonna miss my roomates, nadia n atiqa

my kitten gone forever

pity me. i just lost my favourite kitten named chumel last sunday. i just knew about this sad new a few minutes before taking my BEL 260 paper :(

seriously i feel sober till now as i do not spend much time with it. i just could hold it fora few moments which i think the greatest moment. ALLAH loves it soo much.. and i will miss its character and cute face.

i never thought that it would die so quickly. the last time i saw it was a month ago. it was soo healthy and active as usual and could ever climb up the stairs in my bungalow. but no one know ALLAH'S fate rite? i am gonna miss it all the time. its chumel character. i can still remeber how it touched my hand softly... awwwww so sad so sad :(

ps: cats and kittens can make me happy coz they are adorable!

when my heart says i need you

*sighhh

hem okayy sorry for doing my bloggie thingy. i am so stressful about my paper just now. electric circuit 1. kill me if i repeat that paper. i just never want this to happen. i never want to extend my semester in diploma. it is enough for me to do this once in a life :(

hem last nite bonda called me. she advised me and said that i was being too spoiled brat till i couldn't bare to face any challenges even though final examination. i just couldn't be soo stressful coz i would end up sick alone without bonda around :(

but then i texted SH! told him how i didn't care about Electric circuit anymore. i just gave up! i wouldn't care if i repeat this subject! he wanted me to study and stay calm. do not think too much..okay i've tried and it all worked! but the worst thing was i didn't sleep at all. i just couldn't meet HIm in the dream world.

at dawn, he texted me to perform solah and get back to sleep after that. well i was happy and delightful when i woke up in the morning. the first thing i see is his msg. he makes me alive and breathe even better. and now my heart says i heed SH so much in my life. but when i start to love him i will start to afraid of losing him. pls i just do not want the past haunt my life again. let it be once. enough for me to suffer. now is the time for me to happy.

but i must care about my heart too. i am a girl with a fragile and used to be broken heart. take a note! now my heart is fully healed becoz of SH. it is not becoz of i like him but becoz of he can make me less forget about the EX. it is true my heart chose him but i still feel doubt about him.. hemm help me to overcome this feeling.

i was tweeting and i just got an idea about taking a good care of ur own heart as if i can take care of my heart from broken into pieces again hahaha to me plsss

hear me, i never never ever expect to have a further relationship with him.

but i know i am the right girl for him

fine sometimes i get affected.

from now on i will just go with the flow becoz time will decide everything.

yeah i am happy for having him :)

ps: i am in love again and this feeling is so great to be described in words :)

BARCELONA WON AGAINST REAL MADRID

fine.. i am still awake becoz of 'GILA BOLA' again. i told ya..i like watching fooball or soccer alot! i am not a weird girl well i must say sometimes but i do like watching this game. it makes me relax after a long day of examination -,-

i just watched game of my fav club. well i must say i do LOVE BARCELONA. u must love that club too.! trust me the players are playing awesome.. plss dun look at their handsome and cute faces haha!

okay the game barcelona against real madrid has just finished.. barca won 2-0 against real madrid. i am so happy after being stressful with my killer paper, electric citcuit 1. this game is important okay. well u said real is better than barca huh??

barca always be on top okay! their strategies are brilliant and the players play very hard. no cheating and acting like cristiano ronaldo always does heheheh :P

ps: haha YOUR team lost mine won :P i want a chocolate for granted..

if and only if

if and only if... u know how much i start loving you

if and only if... u know that my heart CHOSE you

if and only if.... u know how much i want you to be mine

if and only if... u know u are the one who healed my broken heart

if and only if.... u know that i dun even bother about ur weakness

if and only if... u know that i accept everything about you

if and only if.. u know i reserve a place for u in my heart

if and only if... u know i didn't remember how i started liking you

if and only if.. u know i feel calm when u care about me

if and only if..u know i miss you every single breathe

if and only if..u know i am afraid of losing you

if and only if...u know i didn't expect you more than a best friend but i still want you

if and only if..u know i didn't trust others but i trust you

if and only if..u know i was learned to forgive not to forget

if and only if..u know i always listen to the songs u like

if and only if.. u know i will stand right by your side to accompany you

if and only if... u know i am happy for having u

if and only if.. u know i never asked for anyone but u

if and only if.. u know i just attracted into you

if and only if.. u know i am craving of you

if and only if.. u know u are the most "KACAK" man i ever seen

if and only if.. u know u are the second last person i think before i sleep

ps:there's no reason for someone to love someone else when she/he is in love !

an uniqueness in NEW ZEALAND

hey look at this above pic.... i took it from my rumate's photo album on her fb. seriously, i was too shocked and excited when i saw this pic... those pinl sheeps in NEW ZEALAND? OMG, what a beautiful and attractive sheep i ever seen..

P.I.N.K sheeps! i do like pink soo much. they look much cuter than ever hehe... my rumate said that the owner coloured the sheeps as an attraction for visitors to come and see those pink sheeps right in front of the eyes.!

ouh i really wanna see them right before my eyes! i think they are so adorable. i feel wanna touch them?? anyone plss bring me there heeee

ps: pink sheep, i loikeee !

football freak

i stayed up late till the dawn just to know the results of the game of my favorite football clubs which are FC BARCELONA and CHELSEA FC..

well the sad thing is FC BARCELONA lost the game just now. REAL MADRID scored 1-0 upon extra time. i guess that was just luck haha.. btw, FC BARCELONA is still an excellent club i ever seen.. there's no doubt about it

well the most happiest thing today is CHELSEA FC won the game against BIRMIGHAM CITY hohoh..i am soo delightful rite now. i just can't imagine it.. u know CHELSEA scored 3 goals... cool rite.. thanks to MALOUDA.. :)

well if u dun believe me u can just read here about the winning of CHELSEA FC :)

I LOVE BARCELONA AND CHELSEA

ps: mine lost ours won :) *it is not the strange thing when a girl love to watch and know about football. it's a knowledge though

FINAL MODE

hey i am not supposed to online and post blog, aren't I? yeah i know i should study study study and study like there will be no tomorrow... i know i need to have an excellent preparation before the battle begins..

the most important thing is we must not get nervous easily. calm down. if you get nervous u will feel worse. lose focus and everything. stay calm. tawakal to ALLAH.. and study smart in this last hour :)

that's my motto..but we just can plan.ALLAH knows the future. everything is based on luck and fate. dun ever bother others :)

ouh btw.. GOODLUCK TO ALL MY FRENS AND ME AND MR.SH! heeee do ur best! struggle till the last paper!

this is what happened when i have no mood to study haha..watching MERLIN,playing MONOPOLY on my baby white and webcamwhoring..haha

ps: i just can't wait to be at home on 30 april :)